Monday, May 23, 2011

Same

Was the same today but I had sugar yesterday at a bday party so I suppose I should say I'm lucky to not see a gain! My fasting gluclose was 81 which I was very surprised at but I think thats good. Haven't done my 1 & 2 hour yet, I just are. Ill try to post tomorrow to see if there was a delay in weight gain but I got a whole day thing so we shall see!

update
Fasting 81
1 hour pp 91
2 hour pp 83

Seems like my sugar is under control

Friday, May 20, 2011

5/20/2011

170.5
-1
Fasting gluclose 88
1hr pp 84
2hr 92

Omg isn't that cool? I know I went over my calories yesterday some but im down anyway awesome! Hopedfully I will get all 3bloods in today last night I forgot the one hour and the 2 hour was 102 it would of been nice to compare.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

After first full day with fat

171.5
Same


That being said I retained water I know it cuz I didn't pee nearly enough for the amount I drank so I'm not worried yet! My fasting glucose was 83, I think thats good but I'm not quite sure, have my endo today so hopefully I'm getting somewhere.

So I'm kind of disappointed in the endo, first of all he wrong do the lipil, said it was unneeded and insurance wont cover anyway and thats that. He did give me a glucose moniter saying he wanted me to use a good one and didn't feel the one I ordered was. Told me insurance would cuz of my pco but he wont give script until blood tests come back for the strips, so grrr. He sent the blood right to the lab so idk what he even ordered nice huh?

Well this is day two of adding fat, felt pretty good today no real bad hunger just at the appropriate time, I did end up closer to 900 calories cuz I was eating on the fly with work and dr but no sugar of any kind which to the original sweet tooth here is amazing. Not peeing alot again don't know whats up with the water retention I think I'm drinking enough? Going to do my 1 and 2 hour blood tonight so I get my 3 in today so ill update.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I've lost count

So I didn't get to posting yesterday and need to update after my scary off protocol weekend I didn't weigh until yesterday which now I'm thinking I should of, I know I went up and mondays number was probably high but what can you do I didn't so moving on heres what I had Tuesday
173
-5.5 from load

And today
171.5
-1.5
-7 from load

We are going the right way now but I got to admit its troubling to know had I skipped that night out how much lower it could be! Can't change it so might as well suck it up... It is what it is! So I've been reading some new info at sugarfreegoodies dot wordpress dot com (it won't show as a link idk) and its very impressive, also hugely confusing to me still as I'm trying to sort through it all. I have pco and hypothyroid and I'm suspecting that the fact that I've been on metformin so long is the reason why hcg works for me in the first place. I haven't been tested since I originally went on it for insulin resistance. When my endo at the time put me on it they were just starting to find out that it helped pco and what landed me in his office to begin with was the fact that I wanted kids and knew there was something very wrong with my body. At that time the internet was just getting popular and I started digging for answers, I wasn't about to be satisfied with "well you might not have kids" then I found that there was some luck giving women merformin and I begged and he said no, then I pleaded and still the answer was no we just dont know enough. So I printed everything I could find about it and brought it in and finally he said "ok we will test you and see if your insulin resistant but I'm only giving it to you if you are." Well I was but just barely he said and wrote the script with I stern "we will try this but not for long" Boy was that hard, there was no er then so you had to go on it slow and man did it make me sick! Months of being nauseous and tmi but my intestines oh my! Within a month I got tom, which came on its own a few times a year if I was lucky, I never ovulated because of the pco. I didn't get regular right away but slowly life became more normal and the acne that I battled forever went away. I WAS NEVER GOING OFF THIS DRUG...NEVER! That endo left the practice and over the years I fought hard to keep my miracle but I won, I even refused to go off during pg due to the high m/c rate and odds of on ges diabetes, I signed a few papers on that let me tell you! What troubles me now is my daughter, 50/50 odds of her having pco, those arent good and I already know in my heart she does, I can see it even though shes only 8. It scares me bad because what if shes worse than me, what if she is one of the ones who weighs 300 plus and can't loose even starving. I dont want that for her. I'm more armed with knowledge then my mom ever was but that doesn't mean I can stop it. My gyn told me last year when I went on the pill I could go off the met cuz the pill would make the pco dormant, hmmmm now that doesn't compute and sure shows how little they still dont know. Metformin will be my companion for life, I firmly believe if its not type 2 diabetes and a whole slew of other bad things would be my future so needless to say I'm excited about this info to say the least! Oh and I'm seeing a new endo in two days please let him be open minded!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Mia

Busy lately and boy do I wish I could rem to get a keyboard that works right posting would be way easier! So Sat was a big dinner out and I decided to just have fun, I must say food wise I didn't eat bad but I had to many adult beverages lol and well that led to not so good choices the next day as I've always needed to feed a hangover so two days of not so good but today has been clean clean clean! I avoided the scale so tomorrow we shall see, I'm a tad scared but I made not great choices so must pay the piper! Till tomorrow.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Day 7 vlcd

173
+1.5
-5.5 from load

Ok so I had a big long post for this day and I've no clue where it went. Dont know why the gain, I got some sunburn so it is that or tom is trying to shots show, could happen hcg brings it on sometimes, whatever it was I was bloated all day still feel like I am.

Day 8
172
-1
-6.5 from load

Today was hot! I walked around the zoo all day with kids drank ALOT but barely peed, I'm totally expecting retaining weight tomorrow maybe I will get a surprise. Short and sweet today I'm beat and have work in the am, have a good one! Oh before I'm off anyone know why blogger is down so much the past few days?

Wth?

Um where did day 7 go? Ugh it was long to ok I'm at the zoo with the kids, small ice cream break (for them) guess I will figure that out when I get home.